Two Steps Back
Yep, I’ve hit a wall. A hard brick one too. I’m not sure what happened, but I feel empty. Like there is something I am doing wrong in my life, not fulfilling. I thought being a writer was all I wanted to do. But it looks like I want to be a graphic designer more than a writer. I’m not quitting. Heck, no! I still love to write. I love creating worlds and seeing them come to life. It’s beautiful! Majestic!
I’m just not sure if I want to make writing my profession…
I know that life never stops. There is no pause button that I can push so that I can really sit and think. I have to make these decisions while life goes on. And I have to continue to move on too.
While I am thinking about my future, I’ll be building a foundation. Staying productive as much as possible. I know that I want to work as a graphic designer or a writer. So, until I truly know my answer, I’ll hone both crafts.
These two steps back means I have to work harder, push myself further and keep my head screwed on my shoulders longer. No more playing around more often than I like. This week is life changing. I just hope, I’ll be able to hold the reins and don’t fall of the path.